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Friday, March 27, 2009

I am a pessimist.
That is why everything is falling out of my life.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Had a karaoke session with Weng Wan and then Yi Ling later.
LOL all Weng Wan sing the song all so nice.
Haha so i join in lor.
And neglected my compo for a while.
Then i went out of class to do my work.
I had fun singing and slacking today at VCH.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
No lessons tomorrow.
Finally i can like sleep until 7am.
Amazing right?
I still feel lazy.
Will blog another time stay tuned.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I think my blog is dead already.
Anyway we Junior Cats organised an activity for the sec church classes.
I didn't go to East Coast with them, because i had school.
I hope that they had fun.
But i went to church at about 4pm to wait for the BBQ food to arive.
Wait and wait ans wait.
Until Pris and I was fed up, we went to NTUC to get the necessary items first.
Wow we really had lots of things to bring back to church.
Good thing Bruno came in time.
He helped us carry the heavier items.
At first we thought of pushing the shopping cart back to church.
Which means, we must push the cart across the road.
It was a bit crazy though.
But we didn't do that in the end.
At about 5.15pm we finished shopping.
SO we decided to shift the BBQ pit out of the garage.
Wow i should have taken a picture of the difficulty that opposed us.
There wasn't even space for us to walk standing with hands akimbo.
We were like fretting on how to get it out.
Good thing father came to our rescue.
He lent us 2 smaller pits.
Which saved alot of our energy.

Later i went to read the passage for my prayer guide thingy.
And went up at 7pm.
When i finished.
They still haven't finish setting up the fire.
LOL so i got a chance to do it too.
Soon they came back.
I really hope they had fun.
Well we started BBQing at around 7.30pm
The food cooked really slowly.
Haha think about it, Pris and I have been really mean to Aaron.
Really very funny though.
So we started cooking and eating.
Yum yum. but i was still hungry and i wanted to eat the stingray.
So i went to cook the stingray, then a few guys were like,"reserve 2 for me."
There goes my stingray again.
Actually we planned to end the BBQ at 10.30pm but the fire died at about 10.00pm so Sheila and Angelyn had to restart the fire.
I left at 10.30 with Pris and Aaron.
Overall i think for this first activity that the J.Cs have organised, i think it went out well.

Choir tomorrow.
I am so going to die when school reaopen again.
I still got 70% of homework not completed yet.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

I think life is a bore. I finally realised that my life is running like a conveyor belt, or even the production factory belt. It is just repeating itself over and over and over again. And this stupid cycle will NEVER stop. I really dont know what to do to get a life. Nothing helps, i really don't want to live my life like a machine.
I feel enpty inside. Just like a durian husk with nothing inside. I just don't know why. Its those kind of empty feeling, and you dont know what is wrong. Have i been living like this for 15 years. Its too long, and i am not doing anything at all. How the heck am I supposed to find time to do what I love, do what I want. And not what i must do. Why can i just stop the conveyor belt so that i can get out of the cycle. So that i can live the life that i want.
Today's Junior Cat session really stuck me. I have such a boring life. What is wrong? Is there a problem with my time management or what. I just can't seem to find the fault. This feeling is horrible. How do i manage my life, my study, my CCA and church all at the same time. I know wanting the time to revlove around you is the stupidest thing that one can hope for. Knowing that such thing will never happen. But I just want time away from my studies, my church, my CCA, my hectic lifestyle. All i want is to spend that time with my family like the past and my friends to relax and have fun. Is spending time with your loved ones wrong? Is spending time with your friends wrong?
I want to go back to the past where there isn't anything at all. I want to be able to do the things that i like. I want to go back to that trouble free life. This sucks wholetime. I want never to be empty inside again. I want to love what i do and do what i love.
ITS TIME TO STOP THE CONVEYOR BELT.
I HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO DO IT.

I am what I am.
But are you what you are or are you a pet with no mind?
I dont know how to tell you what i want to, but this is hurting me.
And i feel that you are a friend no more.
And stop acting like a spoilt brat.
It ain't cool.

Friday, March 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA!!!

HAHA HOPE YOU HAD FUN TODAY.

AND LOVE THE PRESENTS,

BUT US MORE.

HAHAHA

Monday, March 2, 2009

Yeah i finally reached my 100th post.
And i clearly remember the date which i opened blog.
Well i just dislike weekdays.
Partially because of the hectic schedule which does not even allow me to relax.
I better be practicing my command of English as often as possible.
AND of course not forgetting my Chinese.
I think that nobody would ever sit down patiently to listen to me stutter my Chinese.
It isn't that bad any all. (i think)
Nevertheless, i must pass my Chinese.
And i will work hard for it.

It was cool in the morning,
then hot in the afternoon,
Oven like, humid and baking in the later afternoon.
And finally rain...
The stupid rain soaked me from waist to toe, even though i was carrying an umbrella.
I had to remove everything from my bag to dry the bag.
It is a good thing that it is dry now.
However my shoes are not as fortunate.
Haha but i am far much dryer than my father.
His shoes were so wet that he had to take out all the insoles.
Then he placed his shoes under the fan in my brother's sleeping room.
Good thing it wasn't in my room.
If not, my room would be filled with that special smell.

Off to study for my Physics and Chemistry.
I just learnt that i suck in English.
And Bombastic word are hard to use.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Haha since you all so eager to know the answer i tell you.

*Drum Rolls*

OK the first prize goes to Zi Cheng.

HAHA you so smart.

How you know one ar?

LOL CASSAN happy now?

I thought you choose C in choir?

To be excact, the old man walked to the cigarate pack.

He was already holding a cigarate of his own in his hand.

He then used the other hand to pick up the Pack.

After that he shuffed it into his shirt pocket and then walked of.

What kind of person it that.

So bad lar.

OK time to talk about the Youth Eucharist.

Haha had to sing with the band.

I was a bit blur.

Anyway it was ok i hope.

Update on AMERICAN IDOLLL!!!

This is Danny Gokey

The one i also supported but didn't enter the final 12.

Anne Marie Boscovich

A bit old but i somehow find that she has a great personality

Adam Lambert

The idol that Amanda support.

Yeah ADAM AND DANNY GO ALL THE WAY!!!

Hope that Anne will go enter the finals too throught the wildcard.

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